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BlackCat's LairPoetry is the revelation of a feeling that the poet believes to be interior and personal but which the reader recognizes as his own." April 11 Birthday Calender3 April 1982Your date of conception was on or about 11 July 1981 which was a Saturday. You were born on a Saturday Your birthstone is Diamond
Rowan, the Sensitivity
December 07 Your Birthday AnimalI am a DogMerely look up your birthday in the list below to see which animal you correspond to, and then check further down for what that means for you...
January 01 - 09 ~ Dog February 01 - 05 ~ Cat March 01 - 12 ~ Monkey May 01 - 13 ~ Monkey June 01 - 03 ~ Mouse July 01 - 09 ~ Mouse August 01 - 15 ~ Monkey September 01 - 14 ~ Dove November 01 - 16 ~ Lion December 01 - 16 ~ Dog And now what each animal's traits are...
If you are a Dog: A very loyal and sweet person. Your October 22 Jerusalem"JERUSALEM (from 'Milton')
by: William Blake (1757-1827)
AND did those feet in ancient time Walk upon England's mountains green? And was the holy Lamb of God On England's pleasant pastures seen? And did the Countenance Divine Shine forth upon our clouded hills? And was Jerusalem builded here Among these dark Satanic Mills? Bring me my bow of burning gold! Bring me my arrows of desire! Bring me my spear! O clouds, unfold! Bring me my chariot of fire! I will not cease from mental fight, Nor shall my sword sleep in my hand, Till we have built Jerusalem In England's green and pleasant land." (i like these old skool poetry) September 04 Who am I truly?This place I live in As my mind wonders I'll continue to be
©Donamar Lennox September 2006 August 08 A Tribute To Friends....by my sistrin FRANCINEA tribute to Friends - Aug. 05, 2006 at 07:31 PM
May 14 The ClockI hear the clock ticking
Might be too late
Haven't accomplished what I set out to at a prior date
I hear the clock ticking
Is it too late
Left behind in a desolate state
I hear the clock ticking
Must be too late
The end is nigh.... and my life still a blank slate
I hear the clock stop
This is my fate
Never going to fit in...myself I isolate
©Donamar Lennox May 2006 March 16 ATI x 2----Absolute a do itAbsolute temptation island JULY 28TH - AUGUST 1ST:
1. First Fridays 2. Delano's B.Day Party
3. Stages
4. Colours 5. Wildsides 6. Extatiq (Pretty in Pink)
7. Daydreams
8.Temptation Live
9. Bikinis and Shorts
10. SPICE
Appleton Treausure island...Negril becomes Appleton City AUGUST 4TH - 7TH: 1. John Greaves 2. Pip N Ting
3. Spiritz
4. YUSH 5. V.I.P. 6. M.I.A. 7. Twisted Spiritz 8. French Connection 9. Juicy January 20 Moving AlongMoving Along I went down a different road. It has now come to an end. I met someone who I thought was my friend. I guess it was my fault; I didn’t ask the questions that I ought; I tried to be calm and collective. I was honest and brought what I could give. I took a chance, but didn't know in advance, All meaning was lost. I was too liberal... my loss! I guess you live and you learn... that’s the plus.
I was willing to do whatever you asked, But I was naive, what’s the next task? I only wanted to be your friend, No compassion... on you I can't depend. These feelings I must condemn. Tried to be civil and stay calm I give up... Can you see my palms? It hurts me to know this won't work out, I wanted it to but that's not what you’re about. I should tell you how I feel... but I'd only shout, You have said some things in your defense, But from my view it makes no sense.
I just let it be, to keep the peace, I always try to let it cease. I don't need this... I want an answer please. It may be wrong but that's just me. Maturity in you I did see, I should have snapped and caused a scene. But I like to talk things out and not be obscene, I am not a bitch and don't want to be mean, I'll give you your space if that's what you need, Some time away so you can breathe. I seem to like you more than you like me, Don't want to waste your time; it's easy as ABC, Our time was good; you can get back to who you want to be.
©Donamar Lennox January 2006 November 06 LA BELLE DAME SANS MERCIThis is one of my favorite poems....enjoy
LA BELLE DAME SANS MERCI by: John Keats (1795-1821)
I Oh what can ail thee, knight-at-arms, II
Oh what can ail thee, knight-at-arms, III
I see a lily on thy brow, IV
I met a lady in the meads, V
I made a garland for her head, VI
I set her on my pacing steed, VII She found me roots of relish sweet, VIII
She took me to her elfin grot, IX
And there she lulled me asleep X
I saw pale kings and princes too, XI
I saw their starved lips in the gloam, XII
And this is why I sojourn here November 02 InfatuationNew feelings rushing over me Feelings I never thought could be A mixture of happy and sad Such yearnings and achings I have had Wanting to be close, but scared of the outcome These feelings too obvious, I need to hide some
I am not myself, I have to stop and ponder Some trance or spell I must be under My smile, my laugh, my face – it glows These feelings... too deep, nobody knows Days go by and I want you near If only for your kisses I hold so dear
These feelings, I tell you, are ready to burst I just hope it won't be for the worst A flutter I get when we meet Butterflies lifting me off my feet This joy, I feel I could sing Infatuation, such a weird thing.
Copyright ©2005 Donamar A Lennox
Nov 2005 October 28 Chinese Astrology profile DOG (my sign)In the West, the Dog is man's best friend, but in Chinese Astrology this Sign is a little more unpredictable than that. Dogs are loyal, faithful and honest and always stick to their firm codes of ethics. However, this Sign has trouble trusting others. It's generally quite trustworthy itself -- except for the occasional "little white lies" the Dog tells in order to make things go more smoothly. The Dog makes a wonderful, discreet and loyal friend (despite any white lies) and is an excellent listener. This Sign tends to root for the underdog and its keen sense of right and wrong makes it duty-bound to the core. The Dog's mantra seems to be, Live right, look out for the little people and fight injustice whenever possible. Dogs can also be rather dogmatic, too. They don't go in for light social banter; instead, they go straight for home, expostulating on the topics that are most important to them. At these times the Dog's narrow-minded or stubborn side can become apparent; this Sign has trouble staying light and calm when an important issue is at stake. This Sign can also be very temperamental; mood swings characterize its emotional life and often the Dog needs to run off to be alone in order to recuperate. Part of the problem is the result of this Sign's load of irrational fears that turn into niggling anxieties that turn into hurt feelings and occasional grouchiness. This sensitive Sign needs to warm up to others over time and gradually learn to trust them. Without that trust as a foundation, Dogs can be judgmental and coarse. The Dog's discerning nature does make it an excellent business person, one who can turn that picky, guarded nature into a keen sense of the truth of another's motives. Where love is concerned, Dogs often have a tough time finding the right match. They can be so anxious and overwrought in the romance dance that they'll stress their partner to the max! In any forum, this Sign is happiest when able to be quite physically active; at home or at work, the Dog will always be constructing something new or cleaning something up in order to make things better. Dogs need to work on controlling their irrational worries and would also be well-served to relax their mile-high standards, which can sometimes wind up alienating the ones they love. September 15 My Personality type ENTPConcise description
ENTPThe ENTP takes his/her energy from the outer world of actions and spoken words. He/she prefers dealing with patterns and possibilities, and making decisions on a logical basis. He/she is adaptable, tending to focus on new ideas and interests as and when they arise, particularly if they involve increasing his/her competence or skill. He/she is an ingenious problem solver, constantly trying new ideas out, and can seem to enjoy a good argument. He/she is interested in instigating change, and operates best in overcoming new difficulties where the solution requires the application of creative effort.
Extended description
Extraverted iNtuitive Thinking Perceiving Profile: ENTP "Clever" is the word that perhaps describes ENTPs best. The professor who juggles half a dozen ideas for research papers and grant proposals in his mind while giving a highly entertaining lecture on an abstruse subject is a classic example of the type. So is the stand-up comedian whose lampoons are not only funny, but incisively accurate. ENTPs are usually verbally as well as cerebrally quick, and generally love to argue--both for its own sake, and to show off their often-impressive skills. They tend to have a perverse sense of humor as well, and enjoy playing devil's advocate. They sometimes confuse, even inadvertently hurt, those who don't understand or accept the concept of argument as a sport. ENTPs are as innovative and ingenious at problem-solving as they are at verbal gymnastics; on occasion, however, they manage to outsmart themselves. This can take the form of getting found out at "sharp practice"--ENTPs have been known to cut corners without regard to the rules if it's expedient -- or simply in the collapse of an over-ambitious juggling act. Both at work and at home, ENTPs are very fond of "toys"--physical or intellectual, the more sophisticated the better. They tend to tire of these quickly, however, and move on to new ones. ENTPs are basically optimists, but in spite of this (perhaps because of it?), they tend to become extremely petulant about small setbacks and inconveniences. (Major setbacks they tend to regard as challenges, and tackle with determin- ation.) ENTPs have little patience with those they consider wrongheaded or unintelligent, and show little restraint in demonstrating this. However, they do tend to be extremely genial, if not charming, when not being harassed by life in general. In terms of their relationships with others, ENTPs are capable of bonding very closely and, initially, suddenly, with their loved ones. Some appear to be deceptively offhand with their nearest and dearest; others are so demonstrative that they succeed in shocking co-workers who've only seen their professional side. ENTPs are also good at acquiring friends who are as clever and entertaining as they are. Aside from those two areas, ENTPs tend to be oblivious of the rest of humanity, except as an audience -- good, bad, or potential. July 23 Emergency number: 112You can dial this number any where in the world and get assistance ( you will be connected to the closest emergency aid) you can dial this number even when your key pad is closed!!!!! July 09 Sunshine's a raindrop away
rain on the roof top a familair sound lolling me to sleep or on the other hand making "wet" a tug of war which is my best bet?
no phone calls so it wont be the latter dreamland here i come when i awaken the urge will be gone start a fresh with the dawn clouds have drifted away
a new day a new begining now only sunny skies no longer caught in my previous demise
Copyright ©2005 Donamar A Lennox
july 7 2005 tropical storm dennis July 01 Breathless
Copyright ©2005 Donamar A Lennox
[March 2, 2005] COMMENTS WELCOME FOR MY POEMSif u want to say anything about my poems there is a link at the end of each poem that says comments .............. feel free to share :)
Thanks June 24 Freeness in SolitudeIt's such a privilage to be in solitude, I get to calm down and relax my mind, Not concerned about what people are thinking of me, As I am alone... Isolated
Some may see this as being odd, But I feel free... Scrutinized by my own eyes, And deciding who I want to be.
The peace I experience cannot be compared. Zoning out; letting imagination take over, And my creativity flowing effortlessly. I may take a pen and write or a pencil and draw, Creating something that I actually take pride in.
Some may see this as being odd, But I feel free... I seem to understand things more clearly, Appreciating people and situations for whom and what they are, To see beauty in the obscene.
I am now motivated and can face the world, My head clear, my heart open, and a smile on my face, Ready for any challenge... Some may see this as being odd, But I feel free...
Copyright ©2005 Donamar A Lennox
june 2005
June 16 Meaning to LifeThe monotony of the mundane Drives people to their own demise Some; not necessarily the majority -- but definately not me The power of choice is mine; and I choose to use it It's an assest belonging to everyone, And to the random man his spirit gone, No fervor for life; would be irrelevant -- as he is already dead Essential are change and being spontaneous As we are here not to be programmed Or to be slaves to routine, But to have a purpose, a cause. Making us more than an existence. To think this to be real You must not be believing in the certian As that is not believing at all. It is the uncertain that you should have faith For when it is manifested you will know it to be true And I believe there is a fortiori* to life. You or I cannot see this -- only time.
Copyright ©2005 Donamar A Lennox
(june 12 2005) * a fortiori: with more reason; for and even a stronger reason
June 10 f**k plansI know with in my self not to take things seriously and not to take it things to heart ..... but i am human i am F**KING PISSED when things dont go according to plan........... and fine if everything happens for a reason..... but i would love to see the logic sometimes so that i dont get upset...................AS u can TEll i am NOt Having A goodDay on the roadA new day no time for self yet again always trying to please the multitude..... spreading myself thin .... one the road again ........ June 08 UneventfulEvery day is a new challenge for me to be something besides a failure .... i know i am better than that and shouldnt be thinking this way but its hard when mentally i know the truth but its not manifesting itself in reality...... i have no one to look to for support .... no one for guidance .... even if thats not the case thats just how i feel.... everybody is busy going about their lives (as i am mine) .... but in no particular direction .... just existing....... May 27 RETRO SPECtRETRO SPEC Muzik from the 80's 90's and a touch of now Thursdayz Andrea's Cafe starts June 9th Adm: free Jello shots, party favours, Guest Djz April 29 Spirit LifterGod has kept me here for a reason I survived because he had a plan for me All my bad relationships, the bad credit, the repossessions, the death of my loved ones, the back stabbing from my friends, the negative thoughts, or the lack of support, I made it because I am blessed! I release and let go of all past hurts, misunderstandings and grudges because I am blessed! I recognize them as the illusions they are, for God is all there is. All else is a lie. |
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